LifeLife is full of mysteries.
We never know whether it will help us in the future or hinder us.
All we know is that things happen.
At the time they can be horrible.
But they make you stronger.
At times life can be a fluffy cloud and no one can touch you, the world is a happy place.
This is to show you what you should strive for.
We never know what tomorrow brings.
We know certin things will happen, we will eat food.
We will see people that we dont know, dont like, concider friend, family, lovers?
This is almost grandeted in everyday life.
What isn't is when the horrible things change that.
Our world is easily changed by everyone in it and there is nothing you can do beside flow with what is happening.
Prove you are strong enough.
Prove that you are worth living on this plant.
But it's important to remember...
The main person that you have to prove all of this too..
Because your soul, your mind, will always be apart of you.
My world destroyedWeeks pass by and the world stays the same.
How do you make it change?
Change means destruction.
Destruction means death.
Death might be the answer.
I know I wont get the job that my mind, body and soul needs.
Because my kind are never picked. We get the jobs that will more likely kill us then feed us. But I guess that is the point. They don't want us to live.
They want us all to die.
My lide is surrounded by death. I am the only one left in my family. I am blank. Perfect for anything but no one will see that.
They never do.
Hell is around the corner, heaven has shut and bolted the doors.
I cannot die.
I am forever stuck here.
My goals unreached.
My soul lost.
My world destroyed
A Christmas Speical'Mathew, where the hell are you taking me?' I demanded as the angel of my dreams lead to a place I had never been before.
'Calm down would you, everything is going to be alright, it's just a party that we were invited to' Mathew replied looking over his shoulder with a bright smile on his face.
I stopped my complaining and followed the golden haired angel. I didn't like being kept in the dark and he knew that, but it must have been something special if he wouldn't tell me.
'JULIA!!!!!' someone screamed as soon as I entered a random building.
I froze where I was and tried to see where the voice had come from, the next thing I knew I was being jumped by a girl with dirty blonde hair. 'I thought you would never get here!' she exclaimed still hugging me
'I'm sorry Zoe, but it was hard to convince Julia to come with me' Mathew explained shaking hands with a man that was deathly pale.
'Zoe, can you please let go of me' I asked politely, I wasn't a major fan of people hugging me, or really to
Angel Wings 5'What's the party about?' a voice that I didn't recognise came from the door way.
Lily let go of me and moved away so that I could see who it was. It was Matthew and his best friend Dominic. Normally the two were always together and it was common knowledge that Dominic was taken, maybe that was another reason most of the girls clung to Matthew.
'Oh it's a girl's thing, you wouldn't understand' Lily replied with a cheesy smile on her face as she sat back down.
Dominic gave her a funny look but nodded his head anyway. 'So how long have you guys had a study in this time slot?'
Again Lily answered before I could, 'We have had it all year, Kristen is normally with us too, but she isn't here today'
I watched as both Dominic and Matthew came to sit at our table, I was surprised to see that no one had followed the two of them. Dominic seemed glad that it was only the 2 of us in the room, Matthew still had his blank expression.
'Really? How come I have never seen the two of you in class?' Domin
Casey's AngelI wonder what it would be like if you knew who your angel was. I have always believed they were real, looking after me making sure that I didn't do anything totally stupid. I knew they couldn't be there for me all the time. But at night, sometimes I could swear I felt someone hugging me. it was by hands I knew, I had never been held so gently in my life. But I felt so safe with these arms.
It was night time, it was the end of another horrible day. I hated work, no one accepted me and I was constantly the butt of every joke. The only relief I felt was when I slept, when I knew my guardian's arms were around me and keeping me safe.
'Don't feel so lonely' a voice whispered behind me.
I froze, I had never let anyone else into my home, my sanctuary.
Where are you?
I asked walking through all of the rooms of my small house. There was no one there. All of the windows were locked and there was no draft running through the house. I was completely alone in the safety of my own home. So where did
Angels Wings 4All noise in the room went silent. I could feel ever pair of eyes in the room on my face or my back. I nodded my head signalling that I had heard the teacher and then instantly started planning my escape route at the end of the day. I had one more lesson of IPP and by that time the whole school would know that I would be sitting next to Matthew. The combination of him smiling at me and now sitting next to him was going to get me killed. Or at least mugged or something, I would have to watch my back all the times.
'Okay, now everyone move to your new seats'
Matthew came and sat down next to me, his face was the same expression as always, but looking at his eyes I could see the hint of a smile. So Lily wasn't lying, he had smiled at my name.
'Hello Julia' he said pleasantly, again starting the conversation.
'Hello Matthew' I replied in the same formal manner. I didn't know how to react.
I knew for a fact that I couldn't act to friendly with Matthew for the sake of my health and wellbeing
thoughts on emotionsConfusion
What do you do when these are emotions that flood you most of the time? Happiness comes and goes. It never seems to last long enough. There will be someone who makes you happy, but then they leave and you're alone. You do something that makes you happy, but then you finish and you're confused as to what to do next.
The heartache is the worst. It never goes, only dulls when you're alone. How do you stop it? How do you make it right? Can it ever go away? Will it ever be less painful?
Will you ever be YOU again?
I don't know the answers, nor will I pretend to know them. I just wish I knew. So I could change the feelings that dwell within.
You can't live with the pain, but what happens when it's gone? And you still feel the same? The loneliness is still so strong, the confusion hasn't lessened. Then what? What will be the point of the pain?
Then it becomes clear. The pain, it is there to remind you of the joy, the happiness that you felt. The pain