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Smiles, Pain, LoveWhen smiles vanish
And pain returns,
Where do you go so it
Vanishes as well?
Smiles return when I hear your voice
You're my life saver
For forever more
I Love You <3
Angel Wings 6Emma fell silent, she knew better then I the gravity of these words. She knew better than me that I couldn't go back to that room. To the quite, to the small room that became my entire world, I would die if I went back.
'Where are you?' Emma asked quietly.
'I'm at a pay phone away from the school. No one besides two people know about me, about what's happened. They won't understand, I have to get away, I have to vanish' my voice rambled on, I didn't know what I was saying. My mind was going into panic.
'They are coming for you' Emma whispered suddenly. 'Run' then the line went dead.
I did as I was told. I bolted from the phone booth and ran the opposite way that I had come. I wasn't going to go near that school ever again. I would give up my friends and life just to protect this one boy. But that wasn't my main concern, as much as I might have liked it to be. I was more worried about my own sanity and how my life will change if I'm caught.
I kept running, I didn't try to look where I w
On my ownI look out the window wondering what will change tomorrow. The sun will shine brighter than ever before? Someone might actually be nice to me? I might have good luck . Yea tomorrow is looking shit already.
I look around my room thinking what I could do to cheer myself up. None of the people I count as my friends were online. They were all working or hanging out with people in their own time zone. I looked out the window again to see a bird fly by with a small chirp to the babies following it. I didn't know if that was normal behaviour or not but it looked cute. Looking around my room again I noticed my note book open to something I had written a while ago. I had written it when I was bored and waiting for anyone to sign on and talk to me. As I re-read what I wrote I can see how lonely I am just plastered across the page. I put the book down I didn't want to read it anymore. To see how shit my life actually was. It was frightening to see some of the things that I wrote off-handily.
LifeLife is full of mysteries.
We never know whether it will help us in the future or hinder us.
All we know is that things happen.
At the time they can be horrible.
But they make you stronger.
At times life can be a fluffy cloud and no one can touch you, the world is a happy place.
This is to show you what you should strive for.
We never know what tomorrow brings.
We know certin things will happen, we will eat food.
We will see people that we dont know, dont like, concider friend, family, lovers?
This is almost grandeted in everyday life.
What isn't is when the horrible things change that.
Our world is easily changed by everyone in it and there is nothing you can do beside flow with what is happening.
Prove you are strong enough.
Prove that you are worth living on this plant.
But it's important to remember...
The main person that you have to prove all of this too..
Because your soul, your mind, will always be apart of you.
My world destroyedWeeks pass by and the world stays the same.
How do you make it change?
Change means destruction.
Destruction means death.
Death might be the answer.
I know I wont get the job that my mind, body and soul needs.
Because my kind are never picked. We get the jobs that will more likely kill us then feed us. But I guess that is the point. They don't want us to live.
They want us all to die.
My lide is surrounded by death. I am the only one left in my family. I am blank. Perfect for anything but no one will see that.
They never do.
Hell is around the corner, heaven has shut and bolted the doors.
I cannot die.
I am forever stuck here.
My goals unreached.
My soul lost.
My world destroyed
A Christmas Speical'Mathew, where the hell are you taking me?' I demanded as the angel of my dreams lead to a place I had never been before.
'Calm down would you, everything is going to be alright, it's just a party that we were invited to' Mathew replied looking over his shoulder with a bright smile on his face.
I stopped my complaining and followed the golden haired angel. I didn't like being kept in the dark and he knew that, but it must have been something special if he wouldn't tell me.
'JULIA!!!!!' someone screamed as soon as I entered a random building.
I froze where I was and tried to see where the voice had come from, the next thing I knew I was being jumped by a girl with dirty blonde hair. 'I thought you would never get here!' she exclaimed still hugging me
'I'm sorry Zoe, but it was hard to convince Julia to come with me' Mathew explained shaking hands with a man that was deathly pale.
'Zoe, can you please let go of me' I asked politely, I wasn't a major fan of people hugging me, or really to
Angel Wings 5'What's the party about?' a voice that I didn't recognise came from the door way.
Lily let go of me and moved away so that I could see who it was. It was Matthew and his best friend Dominic. Normally the two were always together and it was common knowledge that Dominic was taken, maybe that was another reason most of the girls clung to Matthew.
'Oh it's a girl's thing, you wouldn't understand' Lily replied with a cheesy smile on her face as she sat back down.
Dominic gave her a funny look but nodded his head anyway. 'So how long have you guys had a study in this time slot?'
Again Lily answered before I could, 'We have had it all year, Kristen is normally with us too, but she isn't here today'
I watched as both Dominic and Matthew came to sit at our table, I was surprised to see that no one had followed the two of them. Dominic seemed glad that it was only the 2 of us in the room, Matthew still had his blank expression.
'Really? How come I have never seen the two of you in class?' Domin
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