thoughts on emotionsConfusion
What do you do when these are emotions that flood you most of the time? Happiness comes and goes. It never seems to last long enough. There will be someone who makes you happy, but then they leave and you're alone. You do something that makes you happy, but then you finish and you're confused as to what to do next.
The heartache is the worst. It never goes, only dulls when you're alone. How do you stop it? How do you make it right? Can it ever go away? Will it ever be less painful?
Will you ever be YOU again?
I don't know the answers, nor will I pretend to know them. I just wish I knew. So I could change the feelings that dwell within.
You can't live with the pain, but what happens when it's gone? And you still feel the same? The loneliness is still so strong, the confusion hasn't lessened. Then what? What will be the point of the pain?
Then it becomes clear. The pain, it is there to remind you of the joy, the happiness that you felt. The pain
Arams Possible thoughts'idiot'
Was all I could hear while I lay on this horrible plastic covered bed in agony. What was happening to me? I don't ever remember feeling pain like this before. It was all because of that woman, I don't recall who she is, besides the fact that I have been staying with her. What has she done to me? Why am I in such agony. I have no reason to be feeling this pain. It doesn't make sense. I felt a hand gently be placed against my cheek.
Oh it burned, the pain grew, I couldn't stand it, my hand flew my to heart and I balled my shirt up into my fist without any thought, trying to cover the pain that was ripping through my heart.
' owww ' the word slipped out of my mouth without my knowledge, the pain was so overwhelming, never had I felt anything in my life. I couldn't stand it, I needed it to be gone. I didn't need pain like this, it was unbearable
'huh ?' that girl, she was still here. She must have been the one to place her hand on my cheek. Why her? Why this pain why
Love and it's feelingsLove
Oh how I miss you. I have lost the feeling of love and I wish I could get you back. I miss you, I love the feeling of loving someone. Of being loved by someone, who could not love it? It makes you feel warm, makes you feel special, lets you know that no matter what happens someone is always there for you. No matter where you are. There will always be someone there for you.
Gemma are you alright?
Asked a voice that I knew so well, the man I had a crush on. The boy who I wish I was with. I missed the love that I once felt, but I knew I would never receive that kindness from this boy.
I'm fine. Why? Do I look upset?
I asked trying to cover my face with a smile. This boy was the kindest I had ever met, I knew of no one nicer.
But I knew he didn't like me, no one at this school ever liked me. I liked to read, no one knew that I loved to read romance, to feel the feelings that I wish I felt.
You do look upset, you look like you're about to cry.
A frown covered his face, he alway
The Day the Angel's arrivedThis was weird, I thought as I looked around, because I saw angels floating over top of everyone's heads. I saw that most of them looked bored and were trying to talk to the angel next to them. I walked down the main street of the town; everything was like it was meant to be.
I continued trying to seem a lot less crazy when I felt one of the angel's touch my shoulder. I tried to look around behind me but all I could see was a hand pointing in a different direction. I followed their advice and went the other way.
Then I heard the crash, I looked back to see that a car had smashed into the building that I had been standing in front of. I could not believe it, I had just been saved. I looked around me to see that all of the angels had gone. I was all by myself again.
Next I had lots of people surrounding me, asking if I was okay, if I was hurt in any way. I assumed that they had all guessed I was going to get killed. At the same time more people surrounded the car, trying to see if the dr
The Legend of the Saviour'The legend of the Saviour, she is a woman who has travelled worlds, seen wonders like no other, but most importantly she has powers the world has never seen. '
Again I heard the end of that lecture. I had been hearing it all my life! You would think hearing about a super magical girl would make life perfect.... being able to imagine what she might look like, if she would fall for you. If she would chose you, an ordinary guy with an average control of magic. But hearing it every day you soon start to wish she would just vanish so that life could carry on. But no that wasn't gonna happen until she was found and then even after that we would still hear about her. It was a never ending cycle and I was already sick of it.
'So what did you think of today Chris?' asked my best friend.
I gave him a look that showed what I thought of the day and all he did in reply was punch me in the arm.
'Cheer up! Just think the date they are meant to find her is soon!! That means they might shut up about h
i dont know wats wrong with meWHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME???
I have noticed something about myself that I am disgusted with!!!
I hate it!
I despise it!!!
I want it shot dead and berried in a hole that will never be found so that it can never return and bother me again!!!!
I HATE IT!!!
I want it gone!
I thought I would never feel this emotion!
After all of the shit that has happened!
After all the crap that I have felt!
How I have felt like total shit and wanted my heart and feelings gone just so that I wont feel the pain!
And I get this!!!
WAT THE FUCK!!!
I want it gone..
I cant tell anyone what it is I am feeling im sorry I don't understand it I don't like it at all.. and not really understanding is horrible!!!
Okay in truth I might understand.. or I think I know what I am feeling I don't know for certin but if my mind and heart are working as one to tell me what I am feeling I don't like it at all I hate it I want it gone I don't want to feel this anywhere in my soul or being .
Angel Wings 3Lily was still in her own state of shock, realising what this could mean. I grabbed her arm and started to pull her away from the group of people and towards her lesson. I knew that it wouldn't be long until the whole school knew about Matthew's smile. I hoped that my name would be left out of it, or that no one would know who I was. I dropped Lily off at the doorway to her class.
"Don't tell anyone about Matthew," I whispered into her ear.
I waited for her to nod her head and left. I prayed that she actually listen to me and did not say anything. I ran to my class, I had never been late, another lesson that Emma had drilled into me. I ran into the room and instantly changed my pace to a jog. I didn't really know if I was fit or not; I had been told to do lots of exercise while in the white room and I still did them now, even though I was free. After all, I had nothing else to do.
"Julia, on time like always," Mr. Verger said as he heard me walk by his desk.
"Of course," I replied taki
wat on my mind....Watching tv . The bullying what it can do to people how people can be pushed so far that the only way to escape it is death . Its getting worse and worse
They say people are safe where in fact in this world there is nowhere to escape to
The internet? No that doesn't help instant messaging Everyone knowing your movements if you're not careful you can't escape it with laptops, desktops, phones there is no way out
I have had bullying I admit it for a fact I have been affected by it I will forever be affected by it but what has happened to me is piss weak nothing compiared to anything that is in the world I have had nothing in the eyes of others..
I hate it
Think it is a load of shit!!!
What the fuck do you get out of it? The bullies???? WE CANT CONTROL IT!
If someone is popular with the opposite sex think about what is wrong with u!
Not bring them down to y